is there a way to just press delete? to delete yourself from existence? to just fade, so noone you know realises and noone is hurt by you leaving you can just go? because you staying here is just fucking way too many things up and the world would be better without you?
the thought of loosing you feels like i am having my soul ripped from my chest. i will never be the same. i wont be.
i feel like he says hes okay but hes not and he wont get over it although tis not a huge deal because it was purely animalistic but he’ll realise that he doesnt care about me and just leave everything behind. delete me from his life like i was just a blip on the radar, like im nothing special because i fucked up. im confused and pissed off and have 0 clue what i should do. probably best to...
مآ أجمّل أنْ تصمتْ فيْ ؤجهْ منْ ينتظرْ منِك الخِصَام وما أجمل أنْ تضحك فيْ وجهْ منْ يُنتظرْ منك البكـاءْ How beautiful is it to stay silent When someone expects you to be enraged from them. And how beautiful it is to laugh When someone thinks you are going to shed tears.